You Are The Only Exception

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introduction

❝ it's may. ❞

May. When I think of the word I visualise golden, red and orange leaves strewn all over the lawns. I picture cold nights with my doona and a few friends watching chick flicks or listening to woman empowering tunes whilc shouting at the top of our lungs. I picture spending nights jamming with the family after having a huge feast.

This May I have felt so blessed to have the family I have, to have the circle of friends that I have and the many more to come and also God, with his understanding and love I never feel alone.

03.may.2010

john mayer concert with one of my best friends, Adila Harsono

and a few other friends from myf/elevate

the atomosphere was amazing, spending time with friends watching & listening to one of the most amazing artists in the world.

one of the best nights i could've ever asked for

04.may.2010
Performing Art Festival
A day of absolute enthusiasm just buzzing, and questions on everyones mind wondering "WHO IS GOING TO WIN?" between the five houses.
FITCHETT, KROME, CATO, NEVILE, BERRY
the display of talent shown on that day was incredible, the musicals and the mass singing just a small taste of how much MLC can 'BRING IT'
AND THEN, the pista resistance.
being able to perform with my girls:
caitlin d'cruz, alex richter and meg wilkinson-beards <3 size="2">we played a michael jackson medley (R.I.P)
which turned out to be a crowd favourite, which became obvious to us when we received our applause at the end

OVERALL, just another amazing day !

05.may.2010
Assembly Performance

Okay, 3 days in a row of musicality is just too much to ask for, but that's how it is.
I got to perform with one of my talented best friends, my indo babygirl, Adila Harsono. We sang our hearts out to dancing in the moonlight and we had the whole senior class joining in with us.

That has just been a few of the highlights of the MONTH OF MAY, which so far has been pretty great but there's always up's and downs and last night I hit ground level, and I hit it hard. Found out the grandma had passed away. I found out at school, and a few friends knew and they were wondering why I wasn't crying why I was laughing. And i honestly didn't know, in these sorts of situations, this is how i've always responded. In the past, it's always been me that is the strong one, me that keeps everyone together so when I got this news I was shocked and although it broke me on the inside, i kept it together and just kept a smile on my face, when really i just wanted to curl up into a ball and cry myself silly. Needless to say it was a hectic night and morning, I missed out on a few classes and beig tried to organize things (e.g. a place to stay while my parents and sister go over to NZ, money, shopping etc etc)

Usually when put in these situations I tend to just fall (metaphorically speaking), but last night while I was crying myself to sleep I had a dream, and i know i had it, but i cannot recall what occured in it, but, i woke up with this voice telling me to read proverbs 3:5-6 and i was like: whoooa.

The verse reads:

Trust in God with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding
in all your ways acknowledge him
and HE will make your paths straight

It was a pretty awesome moment, because i know that this was a sign from God, to let me know that even in these troubled times he has not forsaken me, he just needs me to stay strong and keep trusting in him so that I can continue my journey on the right path. And i'm grateful for that !

au revoir.

Thursday, May 20, 2010 @ 12:30:00 PM