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as the obviously superior gender (female if you were wondering) i always constantly wonder in terms of relationships - who whould make the first move? the first daring, nerve wrenching yet extremely simplistic move of 'would you like to go out with me?'. Or possibly something a bit more suave like 'hey good lookin (insert corny pick-up line here).

Of course, most females have the mind-set of the GUY should ask ! But WHY? other than the fact that it's just how the order of things has come to be these days why? Why can't girls just step up to the plate and beat the guy at his own game?

And why am i wondering this? simply because i'm way to chicken to do this myself ! People think i'm this whole confident person when it comes to relationships, but HELL-TO-THE-NAHHOOO. I freak out, and think of every possible negative outcome (no matter how ridiculous (e.g. you're going to die - obviously a 0.000000000001% chance of occuring)

I see a lot of my friends, especially one comes to mind, she never lets anything hinder her. If she likes a guy, and she thinks its worth it - she just asks. If they say no... she keeps trying, if they say yes - well she obviously has her'other-half' for however long that lasts. I really envy her confidence, why can't i do that?

There's a guy, who i do like? and i don't know if he likes me ! but i wish i was like my friend - instead of giving up before even trying, i wish i couls step up to the plate, ask him, and if he says no then MEH what have i lost (other than a speck of dignity) - if he says yes, then well woot lucky me

oh dear ! this is the stupidest post ever, i just GRRRRR why is this so confusing? i need courtage or some sort of assurance... and this has nothing to do with my WANT for that other-half for myself, sort of.

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