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the names graciie and i'm just the typical crazy out of control teenager
i love to be daring, i love to do things that leave me on the edge
especially, with my friends :D
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i haven't posted for a while, and now.. two in a row ! oh snap.
but yeah, i'm not comign with happy as news. i'm just coming with a bit of a whinge so feel free to skip this post altogether.

i'm telling myself continuously ! ALL DAY ! to be strong, to ignore the things that hurt ; to trust that things will work out ; to just... trust people i guess

but i can't

i've already cried twice today ! i thought things were all good. i went away for a holiday for 2 weeks ; and i was supposed to come back and just breathe; be calm !

now all i feel is continuous heart wrenching pain ! i want to just rip out these feelings ; and just be the normal me... whatever that is ! i hate myself for some of these feelings... of jealousy ; of hurt ; of mistrust of...

just these unattractive qualities ! but i just need to get it out ; i can't speak about it out loud to people - it just feels so, embarrassing. so i turn to the INTERNET and just yeah.. vaguely spill out my feelings eh

i guess i should just grow up and get over it !
eh. who knows what i should do

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