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introduction
❝ really, cannot title this ❞
you had your chance, for a year you had your chance
but now it's time to move on
it hurts me, that you barely realize how this is effecting me
how you think that we're all good, always laughing and making jokes
wish you knew on the inside, you really did break my heart.
and even now i'm trying to heal
but it's hard when i see you all the time
laughing with her, thinking of her, talking of her
and i just sit there laugh and say "everything will work out for you two"
i say it because you're my friend, and i want you to be so happy
you use to talk to me all the time, call me in the middle of the night
text me non-stop, like you were waiting for my texts everyday
i felt loved, like somebody cared
but 2011 everything changed, you changed as a person
and you found someone else.
you tried so hard to apprehend her attention
but for mine you barely tried, you ran scared.
Made me feel like i wasn't worth the effort.
I cried and screamed, to who ? I don't know
Maybe it was in hopes that you'd see me again
that you would TRY for me again
But, i know better not to grip onto the past
you're still my friend - no matter how much it hurts me
I will support you in your decisions, because thats what friends do
And in the off chance, that you change your mind
I still will always have those feelings reserved for YOU.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011 @ 12:38:00 AM